I wish we’d spent more time together and I wish I’d been a better person to be around whilst you were alive. I always thought if we had both been out of hospital at the same time we’d have been good friends. One of the best memories I have of us together was sitting on top of one of the fitness machines in the garden in the beacon centre and we were laughing whilst watching rhe others playing football. Or comparing how hairy our legs were in the upstairs lounge lol. I think about you everyday and you’ve definitely taught me how much it is important to be kind to others no matter how awful and confused you feel inside. You’re such a beautiful soul and I don’t think your life was wasted as your presence taught others so much. I do really wish I could speak to you now though and say sorry and also thank you. You were and are such a special human being. I really hope somehow you can see or feel this message or at least be at peace and be content. The last time I saw you you gave me a big hug and told me to look after myself and I hope you are too wherever you are. You will never ever ever be forgotten.