Your last Christmas, spent in the Beacon is a painful memory, it was such a tough time for you. You did your best to get through it without incident and to make it the best day we could all manage. We opened presents together, we went out for some air in the basketball court and you chatted to Uncle Tim on the phone. We were terribly worried about you, but despite everything we managed to get some enjoyment from the day, and though it was difficult I am grateful for the time we were able to spend together that day.