hi elly baby, you beautiful angel with your purple and green makeup and your superman / pink hoodie and our shared hatred of showering. thank you for always knowing how to calm me down with your soft voice and how you would always take my hand. you were the only one who could touch me when i got distressed. you saved my life when you told nurses about that blade, you talked me out of jumping in front of a car, you and your lovely family saved me from jumping off that bridge. if it weren’t for you, i’m sure i wouldn’t be writing this. you are the only person i’ve ever met who is as beautiful inside as they are out. you helped me battle my eating disorder and supported me throughout everything i struggled with. we shared so much, so many good memories like feeding you grass outside with billy the pat dog and you always looking out for me by telling staff if you were worried, us doing art together and laughing about how much you hated sab, plaiting your hair and getting purple hands, you falling asleep on my lap in the upstairs lounge every night. i love you so much babygirl and i will never ever forget you ❤️ love freyfrey