I remember us tidying up your room together in October 2017.  You'd been home from hospital a few months but you couldn't find enough energy to properly unpack and clear your room.  We did a small pile together everyday for about 10 days.  You told me which things to throw away and which ones to keep and where to put them.  We were both really pleased to see it tidy, and you made great efforts not to let it get messy again afterwards.  When you got enough energy we were going to paint your room, and paint a rainbow over your bed.  When I the time feels right I will do it for you darling xx