I loved going round to Land Towers to see Eloise. You were all my second family. 

I remember one specific time where eloise convinced me to bring vodka (with parents consent of course). We had so many laughs and I remember just lying on your penguin bed and laughing at stuff that definitely wouldn’t have been funny if we had been sober! I think it was the first time in a long time that we had both just felt like normal teenagers. Unfortunately our normal teenager selves werent as sensibleas we thought. We had quite a mess to clean up and I can vouch for Eloises projectile vomiting :,)

You made me feel hopeful that things could always get better and that we both had hope. I think even in some of the worst times you always managed to give so much energy to others. I wish you could have been as compassionate to your self as you were to everyone else.