I remember the first 'Eloisemas', it was in March 2015, and with the benefit of hindsight, it might have been a an early sign that you were feeling disconnected and needed to try to re-connect.  One Sunday morning you brought out presents for everyone in the family and declared that 'today is Eloisemas'.  You also made a meal for us all.  You gave me a red heart jigsaw - it is the only jigsaw that I have ever failed to complete, every single piece was exactly the same shade of red.  The jigsaw was out for months as I do not like to give in, and it was driving me crazy, which amused you.  There was another Eloisemas in 2017, just before Kirsty went back to college.  I miss you so much Eloise.