I wish I could go on a walk with you today. I miss our walks we used to do together and how spontaneous we used to be together. The other night I kept thinking of ways I could bring you back and it's really hard to come to terms with that not being possible. I don't like passing milestones that you haven't passed because it just doesn't feel fair. My grandad has kittens in his garden that you would love. I hope that in some way or another you can see them.